[omit]: Lets make it easy
Aaron: ?
[omit]: Lets stop talking. We are just making it weird for you
Aaron: I want to be friends. I'm capable of that. The rest is on you. Its weird only if you make it, which right now you seem bent on.
[omit]: Wow. Very bold of you. We'll see where it gets you
Aaron: Whatever the hell that means...
[omit]: After reading that it is mean. And I don't know what it means
Aaron: You frustrate me [omit]. And I'd like to hang out as friends, but all my other friends actually text me occasionally and respond to my messages. So I'm not sure exactly what to do with you.
[omit]: Understandable. I dont want to be your friend aaron
Aaron: Alright.
[omit]: Im confused
Aaron: Yes. You are. And so am I. Clearly.
[omit]: I cant just be your friend
Aaron: Well, you need to be.
[omit]: Okay. So. Hence no text.
Aaron: Well no texting makes it impossible for me to even be simple friends with you. Is this an all of nothing thing? We can't just be friends?
[omit]: ??? Arent you leaving?
Aaron: Not anytime soon.
[omit]: Aaron. I hurt you. I know. I'm sorry. You dont get it do you
Aaron: I get it [omit]. Completely. But it seems I'm the one hurting you right now. I can move on.
Aaron: ??
Aaron: So what's up?
Aaron: You know what. Fine. You don't text me anyway. I'll just stop reaching out. I have tried to be friends with you, but you won't allow that, it seems.
Aaron: We can't have something... more. And so I'll always be that one that got away... but my efforts to make something, anything out of this are being thrown in my face. I'm sorry if I am hurting you. If I am some constant temptation in your life, but stop allowing me to be. I want more with you, but have accepted that its not going to happen. I can move on and still be friends. But I can't take all these love games. This constant nagging on my heartstrings. It has to stop.
So take all the time you need. Cuz I'm tired. And my heart is sore.
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Friendship is the basis of any real and lasting relationship and is the element that sustains love. If you can't be friends you shouldn't be lovers.
ReplyDeleteWise words. I completely agree.
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